What can I say?

I’ve no idea what to say. For the first time ever I did not post yesterday and the day before. I came home and slept/dissociated through the night starting at around 7 pm. Shell-shocked is how I feel. The more I think about it the more I realize that the DID diagnosis is likely accurate. I don’t want it to be, but when I am able to put the fear aside, and really think about it the whole concept makes a bit of sense. It just takes my breath away.

I don’t know how I’m getting by as I’m on the edge with my anxiety.

Thanks to everyone who has been so supportive. I apologize as I have not been reading other blogs or responding to comments these past few days. My absence is not a reflection of how I feel about you guys. I’ve just been trying to make sense of all of this.

12 thoughts on “What can I say?

    • Thanks, Bourbon. I’ve certainly been thinking of you though all of this. It looks like the universe knew what it was doing in the fact that you were the first person I encountered on here, and one of my favs. You’ve always been my hero on here, and you continue to have my admiration.

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