The past couple of days have been tumultuous. Yesterday was the hardest. I felt stuck in a hazy fog. Doc says it’s normal, that this is progress. Really? I fail to see it.
It was hard because during the session I could not tell if it was Ronnie or Belle or someone else. Apparently this is because I am integrating. He says it’s good news, but that there will be times when I feel bad or even confused with my identity.
I learned something else … Ronnie can sing. I cannot sing, but Ronnie can. That has been a fun discovery.
All the DID fun has left me tired. That’s all I can write tonight.