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Letty is doing better

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Hi guys,

I know it has been a while. We had a hard time of it, and Doc helped us a lot. We did neurofeedback again, and I think that helped us feel less scared.

We are now on vacation, visiting Beatriz’s sister and nephews. It’s nice to be around kids my own age. I even lent Hammy the stuffed pink hamster to my nephew Kit. He’s 7 years old.

Sometimes I feel us start to shake, and I don’t know why that happens. I wish we did not get scared so much. I like it here because it is not lonely.

But I have to be undercover here because the little boys don’t know about me. But the oldest one is very smart, and he noticed once when Beatriz shook a little. She just smiled and said she didn’t know why it happened. Not sure he believed it though.

Happy Holidays everyone! We’re making a gingerbread house today! Yeah!

Sincerely,

Letty – 10 years old

Mayhem

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Little Ronnie is looking for her mother, and it seems like there is no consoling her. Also, the Mean One wants us all to die. Who to tend to first?

Meanwhile, someone messed with the settings on my phone. Letty, perhaps?

Never a dull moment …

Take care all,

Beatriz

Tired, but better

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It’s a better day today. I am tired from a weekend of being nearly completely dissociative.

I keep getting massive headaches, and I never had frequent headaches before my DID was discovered. Doc’s theory is that my peeps inside are active, and vying for attention. It makes sense, yes, it does. But it does not make me any less exhausted.

Things are coming back to me in pictures. I get this intermittent flash of pictures that I can’t put together at this point, but who knows, they may make sense later.

And with that, I can’t say much more because I am very tired. For those that don’t know, DID is very exhausting, especially for those of us just getting in the know of all things DID.