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Tired, but better

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It’s a better day today. I am tired from a weekend of being nearly completely dissociative.

I keep getting massive headaches, and I never had frequent headaches before my DID was discovered. Doc’s theory is that my peeps inside are active, and vying for attention. It makes sense, yes, it does. But it does not make me any less exhausted.

Things are coming back to me in pictures. I get this intermittent flash of pictures that I can’t put together at this point, but who knows, they may make sense later.

And with that, I can’t say much more because I am very tired. For those that don’t know, DID is very exhausting, especially for those of us just getting in the know of all things DID.

Letty here again

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Hi guys,

Its Letty. We have been quiet on the blog. Beatriz is having a hard time getting used to some of us. She gets headaches, and there’s someone inside who is mean and tries to make her think she should die. She fights it but the fight makes her very tired.

We came to Dans house for the weekend. I helped Beatriz make peanut butter cookies and chocolate candies. Dan thinks we should live with him for a while until Beatriz gets better. I think it’s a good idea. Dan is nice. He a little strict but that’s ok. Even little Ronnie likes him but I have to keep stopping her from calling him Dad.

I hope Beatriz decides to move us in with Dan for a while. I like how organized he is. Beatriz is not organized at home. But Dan does not have a lot of sweets. He is very very healthy. I hope I can still have gummy bears if we live here.

Sincerely,

Letty – 10 years old

Letty can’t wait

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Hi guys

It’s Letty again. We are at work and I can’t wait to go home. I am behaving but it is hard. It is hard because we are going to my favorite market today.

I know I need to not come out at work. Beatriz does the work. I am allowed to be The Lookout. But I have to behave because this is work.

It is very hard to wait. I need to let Beatriz get back to work so that we can leave soon for gummy bears and chocolates. Oh yeah we are also getting roasted chicken but I care about the candy more.

Bye guys!

Sincerely,

Letty – 10 years old

P.S. I am getting good at this blogging thing!