Admittedly, I felt bad about canceling our date. There was a part of me that was looking forward to seeing you, especially since you have that flirty way about you that makes me feel all gushy and blushy with the buzz from the way you brush my hand while giving me a quick wink, and that’s within the first 10 seconds of being in your presence.
You responded to my cancellation in such a manner that I questioned whether I was hasty in my decision. This was your response:
“Please understand that my intent in reaching out to you was not to meet you again, have sex with you, or even hear back from you. I simply wanted to explain why you did not hear from me last summer. I am a good person, not a manipulator who was looking to take advantage of you in some way.”
Then the next day you sent this message:
“I hope you find what you’re looking for. Sorry I wasn’t it.”
I responded, and said to you that I had nothing but good memories of you, and no ill feelings on my part. I was just aware that I fell into a pattern with you that I did not want to repeat.
Then you replied with this message, “If you change your mind you know where to find me.”
The very next day I woke up to this message from you, “This is going to sound terrible. Now that you’ve said no, all I can think about is sex with you. Let’s meet to get it out of both of our systems.”
I said to you “that is exactly the reason we are not going to meet,” then I blocked you from sending me any further messages.
One of my clinicians often says, “when someone shows you who they are, pay attention.”
I’m glad I finally paid attention.