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Letty’s Report

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Hi guys,

I missed blogging with you guys. It’s been a hard time. Today Beatriz had a hard time waking up. We woke up late, but then all the snow outside scared her because we had a long drive to Doc’s office. We woke up late because we had trouble staying asleep, something has been scaring her. Then the snow also scared her, and she called Doc to say we were not coming today. Well, then Doc didn’t listen very well and he said that Beatriz needed to pay for the session if she didn’t come. He also sounded mad. He doesn’t make her pay if  we can’t come because she is sick or if the weather is bad. But then he sounded mad and Beatriz had trouble talking. She has trouble talking when she is scared.

Doc couldn’t understand what she was saying so he said, “Can someone else in there tell me what’s going on?” So, I spoke up, and told him why she was scared. He said he was sorry, and that he misunderstood. But I am still mad at him because he was not nice to Beatriz and she started to cry. The more I think about it, guys, the madder I get at Doc. He’s grouchy sometimes, and Beatriz is very sensitive.

Then we had trouble getting out of bed. Beatriz wanted to go into work early since we didn’t go see Doc. But she couldn’t get out of bed. Doc told me to have her do some tapping and do something called “co-consciousness.” We tried to tap (that’s the Emotional Freedom Technique), but she was too out of it. And I did not understand his “co-consciousness” thing. I wanted to tell him, “Doc, if you were just NICER when she called we wouldn’t be here!” I had extra work because of that cranky guy. I don’t mind having extra work to help Beatriz. I just don’t like seeing her like that.

So, I did the only thing I know how to do. I got all the blankets around Beatriz like a cocoon. She likes the nice white one against her skin because she likes how it feels. So I made sure that one was the first one on her. We cocooned until we had to get up.

It’s not what Doc wanted, but I can only do so much. He can help me out by not being a cranky old man.

I like talking to you guys again.

Letty – 10 years old

Letty is doing better

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Hi guys,

I know it has been a while. We had a hard time of it, and Doc helped us a lot. We did neurofeedback again, and I think that helped us feel less scared.

We are now on vacation, visiting Beatriz’s sister and nephews. It’s nice to be around kids my own age. I even lent Hammy the stuffed pink hamster to my nephew Kit. He’s 7 years old.

Sometimes I feel us start to shake, and I don’t know why that happens. I wish we did not get scared so much. I like it here because it is not lonely.

But I have to be undercover here because the little boys don’t know about me. But the oldest one is very smart, and he noticed once when Beatriz shook a little. She just smiled and said she didn’t know why it happened. Not sure he believed it though.

Happy Holidays everyone! We’re making a gingerbread house today! Yeah!

Sincerely,

Letty – 10 years old

Letty tries to help

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Hi guys,

Letty is here. I am trying to help, but there is a lot happening. Beatriz and I are trying to help Little Ronnie feel better. She won’t listen to us. I am going to try something. I am going to type a blog post for her. I actually did that last time she posted.

I want my mommy! I want my mommy! Where is she? Did she leave me? Please help me find my mommy!

So, that’s Ronnie, and The Mean One keeps singing about dying. Beatriz keeps trying to talk to her, to find out her name. But she won’t tell us. She just keeps shaking her head like she’s saying No, and she keeps singing about dying. Beatriz called Doc. He said to show Little Ronnie and The Mean One love.

We are trying.

Sincerely,

A Very Tired Letty
10 years old