Beatriz is not happy with me. We were supposed to go to church today. Beatriz was going to join her church today. I said no. The church is ok. We were going to have to get up in front of the church today. I said no way. I can’t do my job if we are getting up in front of all the people like that.
Beatriz is sad because she wanted to go. But she could not drive because I showed up. I would not go away. She says that these people are nice. Yeah right. I heard that before.
I am sad too. I wish Beatriz was not mad at me. She don’t understand that I have jobs to do.
I think I messed up.
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I think even if Beariz is disappointed she will not be mad, she understands why your there. xo
I think she is trying to understand. We have a lot to work out.
It sounds difficult. How are you doing?
You are taking your job very seriously, and I am sure that Beatriz is very happy that you there to watch out for her. But maybe Beatriz just wants you to trust her to make some choices, too.
Hi Sarah,
Yeah. I think she is happy sometimes that I am here. We gotta work out some things. Thanks for talking to me. I like it when others talk to me.
Letty